“I speak Spanish when I’m in a good mood,” he said. “You might as well know that about me.”

“So it wasn’t that you were so weary of my ineptitude that you were wishing to hurl yourself off the roof?”

“Just the opposite.” He leaned closer to her. His eyes were the green-gray of a stormy sea. “Sophie? Might I ask you something?”

She knew she should correct him, ask him to call her Miss Collins, but she didn’t. “I—yes?”

“Whatever happens with the lessons—might I see you again?”

“Who will take care of father? What will people say about our family if we both abandon him?” Gabriel said, bitterness and desperation coloring his tone. “Who will manage the estates, the Council seat—”

“I don’t know,” said Gideon. “But it does not need to be you. The Law—”

Gabriel’s voice shook. “Family before Law, Gideon.” His eyes locked with his brother’s for a moment; then he looked away, chewing his lip, and went to stand behind Benedict, his hand on the back of his father’s chair.

And yet here he was, standing in front of Jem’s door. He did not know if he had come here to try to talk Jem out of Tessa—if such a thing could be accomplished—or, more likely, if this was where he had learned to go for comfort and he could not unlearn the habit of years. He pushed the door open; witchlight poured out into the hallway, and he stepped into Jem’s room.

“Will. It doesn’t matter—”

“Nothing matters more!” His voice grew in strength. “I know that if you hate me it is because I forced you to. I know that you have no reason to give me a second chance to be regarded by you in a different light. But I am begging you for that chance. I will do anything. Anything.”

“James, you are all the family I have.” Will’s voice shook. “I would die for you. You know that. I would die without you. If it were not for you, I would be dead a hundred times over these past five years.”

Tess, Tess, Tessa.

Was there ever a more beautiful sound than your name? To speak it aloud makes my heart ring like a bell. Strange to imagine that, isn’t it – a heart ringing – but when you touch me that is what it is like: as if my heart is ringing in my chest and the sound shivers down my veins and splinters my bones with joy.

Why have I written these words in this book? Because of you. You taught me to love this book where I had scorned it. When I read it for the second time, with an open mind and heart, I felt the most complete despair and envy of Sydney Carton. Yes, Sydney, for even if he had no hope that the woman he loved would love him, at least he could tell her of his love. At least he could do something to prove his passion, even if that thing was to die.

I would have chosen death for a chance to tell you the truth, Tessa, if I could have been assured that death would be my own. And that is why I envied Sydney, for he was free.

And now at last I am free, and I can finally tell you, without fear of danger to you, all that I feel in my heart.

You are not the last dream of my soul.

You are the first dream, the only dream I ever was unable to stop myself from dreaming. You are the first dream of my soul, and from that dream I hope will come all other dreams, a lifetime’s worth.

With hope at last,

Will Herondale

Requested by Rem

But Jem is a steady flame, unwavering and honest.

“Miss Collins, I know that whatever you tell me, it will be the truth. In many ways, of all those I have met in London, I find you the most trustworthy—more so than my own family.”

Dedicated to Camila so she can cry, cry, cry and cry…

Will x Tessa - Better Than I Know Myself

I get kinda dark
Let it go to far
I could be obnoxious at times
But try to see my heart
Cause I need you now
So don’t let me down
You’re the only thing in this world
I would die without

The Infernal Devices

cassandraclare:

I just wanted to update and say — I am not dead or avoiding the internet! I have been traveling, and I also have a lot of asks regarding the post I made yesterday about feminism and sexual abuse. It was a pretty heavy-duty post and the asks are very personal and some very painful. I am going through each one individually and trying to be as helpful as possible while also trying to control my anger at the fact that we live in a world that can be so crappy and unfair sometimes. At the moment these asks are taking precedence over book questions so please be patient!

Right now I’m working on a follow-up post (slowly because it involves making sure I have permission from the askers to share their words/stories) and an idea for a project for me and for the TMI fandom that will benefit rape/sexual abuse awareness.

Meanwhile, likechildreninafairytale has decided that today is Jace/Simon day. Which is fine by me, because while there are serious issues to discuss, fandom is also about fun and experiencing silliness with the like-minded. Simon/Jace ship, I christen you the SS No Straight Men in the Trenches. *breaks a champagne bottle*

oh-bytheangel:

I still love you, no matter what happens in your books.

Love,

The Fandom

fandom-asylum:

It’s not about incest. It’s not even about the love triangle.

Cassandra Clare books teach us more than shallow messages.

Magnus and Alec teach us that you have to be true to yourself and stand up for who you are, even if it means trouble. They have tought us that love can change the view of a whole nation and that it can take only one kiss to give others hope and strentgh they never knew they possessed in the first place.

Clary teaches us that you don’t need to be strong or big or a good fighter to decide a war. It’s wits and bravery that count.

Simon has shown that even a nerdy boy from next door can be a hero, that you can slay demons and matter if you only believe in yourself enough. And that no matter how bad it gets friends will stick together and be there for each other.

Isabelle prooved that a girl can be more than just fashionable. She can be fierce and passionate and not be labeled. You don’t need to let the people around you define who you are, because only you yourself shape your personality.

And even the villains have tought us a lot.

Valentine was the perfect example for how narrow minded ness and downright racist behaviour is wrong and will only strenghten the bonds. That people like him give us a something to fight for.

And Cassandra Clare herself was there to give us one of the most important messages of all.

No matter how famous you are. You should never forget to cherish the ones that cherish you. It’s important to take your time for those who helped you get where you are.

I am sad whenever people say otherwise. Because it shows that they failed to see this and that they hadn’t had the great opportunity to learn something so precious and important.

(Source: pandemoniumclub)